When I see you, I don't.
I see memories that
haunt me into dreaming
things were how
they used to be.
I need to come to
terms with the fact
that you're lost.
You're not coming back.That when I see you, I can't."
Monday, September 20, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
The most wonderful thing in the world just happened. Just now.
Just now, I felt nothing.
I mean, the more I think about it the more I feel the pain you've made me endure these past few months but for one moment, just now, I saw you.
I saw you and I felt nothing.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Sometimes, when I'm writing, I think "oh yeah this is real good" and I'm conveying the message and all that bullshit.
But then I have to... I just HAVE to sneak a peak around the internet. I just HAVE to hit a post form someone else. And then it's all just pen on paper.
Wasted ink and wasted time.
Look at what THEY got across. Look at that shit. I can't do THAT. I didn't think of THAT. THAT's exactly how I feel. Why didn't I think of THAT. THAT is real nice.
Then I stop writing.
I sit back in silenced awe and yeah, sure, a whole fucking lot of bitterness and jealousy.
I am so worthless.
My talents do not rest here.
scribbled by Kortnii at 10:17 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
I write better when I'm angry... but this? This sinking sadness? This is too much.
Monday, April 19, 2010
You were supposed to be my amazing grace, the one to save me. The one I found, the sweetest sound, but now I'm lost and I can't see because you're gone and left without me.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I don't deserve it.
You don't know how much I already battle just to live each day.
You don't know how much I'm already hurting.
You don't know me, period.
Stop pointing fingers at me, because I think it's time for a new hobby called:
grow the fuck up.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
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