When you lose a friend, you don't see them. You get over it. But when you lose a sister, you see them. But they aren't really there.
When I see you, I don't.
I see memories that
haunt me into dreaming
things were how
they used to be.
I need to come to
terms with the fact
that you're lost.
You're not coming back.
That when I see you, I can't."