Stranger's Tears

You know how they say "these are tears of joy"?

Well I've cried for a lot of things lately.
All I've lost,
all I don't have,
all I'll never have,
things I can't take back
and things I have or had no control over.

I've never had these so called "tears of joy".
Until tonight.
I cried for possibilty.

And that scares the shit out of me.

Passion MIA

That blinking line on the blank page keeps telling me to, but I just can't find it in me to write like I used to.

And I'm a little more than heart broken.

loss of muse.
loss of reason.
loss of friends.
loss of life.

I'm lost, please help me find me again."

Xk